ARGH I just want to cut so bad!!!! im so tired. Like friday i walked in to town to have lunch with my friend which was lush and really cool but it nearly killed me! i was so tired by the time i got back. usually i dont think anything of walking to town. Its not that far to walk. Then i went to work in th e evening and i only had 1 other person to work with (usually there are 4 of us!) and we had 31 young people. which is mega amazing but coz of lack of staff it was so hard and they were really badly behaved - throwing chairs and fighting!!! the other person i was working just watched them and didnt do anything about it so i may as well have been there on my own. Ive been working all day today aswel. I couldnt wake up this morning i got up at 9.30 coz i had to get to work but my eyes just wouldnt open. Im so tired. I feel so low. Just want to cut. Im suppose to feel better now ive got my stupid pills!!! i feel worse. at least before i felt low i could stay awake and didnt want to sleep the whole time.