WOW ive not written on here for a week!!! Ive had a really good week and i feel so much better. It was my best friends 21st birthday at the weekend so her and my other friend came over to mine and we had dinner together and then sat up all night watching really cheesy dvds and eating chocolate fondue and sweets just like we were kids again!!! I stabbed my finger with the fondue fork by mistake it was so funny we laughed so much!!! (mostly at me!!!) It was sooooo cool. quite tired this week tho but worth feeling tired for. and ive not had any urges to harm since last thursday which is really good, ive not really thought much about it.