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ok people so today in about half an hour is judgement day. yesterday i sent a letter to my dr being completely honest with her. in fact it was my really long journal entry so if anyone wants to read...

I am sooooo mad! my boss phoned me at 9.30 this evening talk about having a private life but thats not why im mad. He had a massive stress at me coz out full time worker had repeated a whole load of...

i need to go do iorning but really dont want to boo hoo oh well at least ill have clothes to wear when its done

I no its long but please can someone read it and leave a comment coz its whats going round in my head this evening. Thank you. Have you ever just felt like driving? Just driving, know where in...

I feel sick. I donk know what im coming to. Im so tired. this morning i was really happy not felt that good for ages and now i feel crap and sick, my stomach feels so bad!!! i have a job interview...

went for a bike ride today then walked into town so been a good day only taken 4 laxatives so far aswell but had a gingerbread latte in starbuck yikes i forgot how sweet and sugary they are lush tho.

i just want to sleep 4eva. i dont want to die i just want to sleep so that when i wake up i wont want to SI and people will stop going on about my weight and how much i eat and everything will be...

ive had 10 laxatives today and im gona have 2 more before i sleep. i binged on chocolate earlier and felt sick i need to get rid of it. my stomach really hurts and i feel so weak and ill. ive not...

i feel really ill 2day - no strength to stand or move and my body feels like jelly. im starting to feel abit hungry but too scared and dont no what to eat i dont really want to eat anything but not...

im going to cave sorry people but i need a release, i need to scrap my arms and i need more laxatives. i dont no why i feel so low which makes it even worse if i new why i felt vrap i could do...

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Im feeling real bad. I feel ill and really want to cut. I went to see my saragate parents this evening and had dinner with them. They cooked my favourite lasange and hot bread and i usually eat it...

ARGH my doctor who i love and i think she is really amazing said something really dumb today and made me slightly mad. she said well see it as a new start/life here and try and make the most of it....

I feel lost.................

ive got food in my tummy i just want it to go away just to leave.