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I feel like a big fat heffer today. I had roast lamb and trifle for dinner with friends and i feel really over full and cant wait for laxatives!

well today i have cleaned the whole house and its starting to smell nice. this evening my parent that i adopted here are coming to dinner with me and my sister. We have made home made veggie soup,...

well im back at home. I had a nice time at my mums and now my sister is staying with me until sunday. since ive stopped taking laxatives ive piled on the weight omg so much. mega need to sort it...

I WANT LAXATIVES!!! i feel so fat and crappy and really coz im so tired but i want them i want to empty my stomach!

Im really struggling this evening. Ive eaten 3 times 2day and im feel very full. I want my magic pills but i flushed them down the loo!  Ive had so much more energy today and generally felt a lot...

So ive been told today by my psychiatrist that i have to quit the laxatives by the next 4 weeks or im possibly gona end up in an Ed clinic and i dont want that so here goes nothing! Ow and ive lost a...

I dont know what to say. Ive run out of words. Ive put on weight i feel huge not just fat but huge!!! Im tired. i just cant do this anymore. I hate being this way. Ive started to get fidgety now coz...

Ive come to the conclusion that im ill and need help. ive put on weight due to the binging recently and now i feel disgusting so ive decided not to eat again! I phoned my mum today and told her that...

Ive been binging too much and ive put on weight. Yuk i hate it i need to get rid of it. Im hungry but i mustnt eat. im tired but i have to go to work in 45minutes. i dont no what i want.

ive been told by my friend that i should either go home or to hospital. Im finished.

im really sick today

i feel really bad. i want to binge even more than i already have. im so tired and confused. i dont understan whats going on. why am i so fat yet i eat very little?why arent i loosing any weight? why...

I HATE MY WEIGHT WHY WONT IT JUST GO DOWN!!! ARGH IM SO MAD!!! P23OUR eFwojQD oweJFJF ?lkjSFOIWEHGOEIHRGEIUHRV'IWHRERF'OII32R 3R2Q3R2PWFEFWEUORFERJb /BFV/AHFKVkHJHEH\wuef\0weif\kdnb ;n,cn...

ARGH i keep getting spam mail on my email account from loadsa different wait lose things its really anoying!!!!

all my energy is being drained just staying awake. im so exhausted but i gota keep going. I watched girl interupted last night - it was about a group of girls in a mental hospital in 1967 it was...