EmmaammE

Anyone would think i have issues the way people keep talking to me!!!

Well i had my intitial counselling appointment this morning. I came out smiling!!! she was really nice and didnt make me talk about anything that i didnt want to talk about. She got me to fill in a...

Im not feeling too good, very cold, sleepy, my head hurts and im finding it hard to concerntrate. My throat hurts and my stomach feels funny.

Last week I was so busy that I hardly had the computer on and when I did my sister took it off me to go on msn!!! Im glad my sister has gone now tho I was starting to feel a bit trapped and wanted...

My sister is staying with me this week as it is half term. Been a really good week very busy with work and stuff but good fun. The only problem is that she is stopping in my room so i have no...

Its midnight i should be asleep but im too scared to close my eyes. I feel so dizzy and light headed that im worried if i go to sleep i wont wake up which i no is silly but i just cant do it. I feel...

Why is it that when your in the doctors you feel fine but when you come out you dont?! I had my usual check up with the doctor this afternoon and although im not feeling so bad there was lots i...

Today was good i was feeling so much better and laughed lots. Now everything is wrong! i was suppose to met my counsellor for the 1st time but i couldnt find the place in the dark and i must have got...

i feel so empty like i dont really exsist i cant feel anything. i want to sleep and curl under my duvet but im trying not to. just want to sleep all the time. i dont want to die but i think i am...

Im so disgusting! Today i was invited out for lunch at a families house. It was lovely and i love going to their house, but when the food was served i wasnt really hungry but i eat it anyway ~...

I feel lost i dont no what to do. its 9.30pm and im not sure if i want to sleep or not. I feel tired but dont want to sleep theres something within me that says i mustnt sleep. ok so logically if i...

Im so hungry but i mustnt eat.

Ive lost nearly half a stone since ive been on my tablets thats like 3 weeks!!! quite impressed with that.

 I was awake all night i only slept for an hour and woke up soaking wet coz i had sweated so much but within minutes i was freezing after that i didnt sleep. i wanted to curl up and disappear my...

What does it matter anyway.