Hum......I havent written an entry for a while. I worry that this is becoming a place that is very negative and i never have anything happy to say i just moan which is not who i am! lots of happy things happen in my life. On sunday some people at church asked me out for an afternoon on their boat. they invited me round for lunch then we went out on the boat which was loads of fun and then they cooked me dinner in the evening. See thats lovely. lots of people in my life are like that and love me so much.  i had a good day today aswell. earnt myself £20 for 2hours worth of paper work for my lazy house mate. went to work and didnt have to do much coz there was nothing to do. Generally felt a bit better but still felt sick and not wanting to eat because of it (stupid tablets!) and extremely tired. I just want to sleep the whole time, and now i want to harm. I only seem to be able to give it up for 1 night before the urges are back. My teeth really hurt aswell i dont no if thats to do with the tablets. sleep i think x x x