EmmaammE

well im still alive - just! im in so much pain and im completely exhausted. ive taken 240 laxatives over the last 4 days. i cant keep my eyes open any longer its way too much effort to keep focused...

still alive.

im done cant do anymore, everything aches hurts is numb. in a nutshell ate way too much food today no excersice and another 60 laxatives. cant type anymore takes way too much energy

I love crisps so much more than any other junk food. i bought some today but only bought 1 bag in from the car coz i no if id bought them all in (10 bags) then i would sit and eat them all. i love...

I dont no why but ive just got this huge anger and fustration in me like im gona snap at any moment. ive bought some treats for tea but ive also just taken 60 laxatives

Im still mega tired but feeling a bit better 2day. Didnt sleep last night at all my whole body was buzzing and my skin was crawling but today i had my hair washed and cut and styled so im feelin...

I feel so sick i might just chuck! Ive just got in from a very long meeting and i feel so incredibly rough and im not sure i can cope coz no matter how much i sleep i wake up more tired than when i...

im so unbelieveably tired everything hurts and i just wona cry

I feel so full and fat. ive not stopped eating allday. I was doing fine then at work we were all given a danish pastry and i didnt want to make a fuss by not eatinging so i figured it wouldnt do me...

I worked out my BMI today and according to my weight and hight i need to loose just under 2 stone to be at the top end! my goal wasnt a bad guess really!

Im not proud of myself but I made myself sick today for the first time ever and now i actually feel sick. Ive had a really lovely day but a bad food day. i ate nothing all day then at about 7.30 i...

Ive just had a thought.........(yes it happens sometimes!!!).........if i was putting on weight instead of loosing it would people still be so concerned?!

So its finally the end of the week and im still alive! These last 2 weeks have been hecktic and theres loads i could say that ive not put in here but then that would just be dwelling on things and i...

ive eaten 3 bags of sugary sweets, 2 chewy bars and a bar of chocolate today thats all i have eaten and now i feel mega sick! too much sugar yuk yuk yuk mega sick! Im watch Jamie Oliver eating to...

I NEED LAXATIVE AND I NEED THEM NOW!!!! I got told today that i couldnt work anymore unless i stay in the office and do paper work despite the dr saying i was fit to work and should be working. Im so...