What if i failed? What if i heard wrong and she said you didnt pass rather than you passed? Is that why she didnt ask me to do the job? I dont no what to do. What i sthe point really what does it matter? Drifting through life. one day passes and another one comes along just the same with the same trials and tests. what i do really doesnt matter and doesnt really have much effect on anyone. Drifting through work pretending that im needed and invalueable but who am i kidding? things would still happen if i didnt do them. Maybe i should just give up trying to make something of myself and be contented with a crappy shop job that doesnt need any thinking about maybe its my lot in life to always have very little. Its not like i want a lot in life i dont want to be really rich just enough money so that i dont have to worry about it and enough. My job if you can call it a job is a joke. I have a few hours within 2 different areas and my boss doesnt like me they dont think im up 2 much and treat me like a work experience girl even though ive been doing the job for 2years and have a qualification in it. They recently employed a full time worker over me that is less qualified than me!!! What a kick in the teeth i have a qualification in the job she doesnt yet apparently she is better and has more experience than me. And although it may be true they were going to put someone else in post that certainly doesnt even have half the experience that i have and certainly isnt qualified!!! thats what hurts most i think. DOnt they think i can do anything? The thing is at the moment i dont have the energy to fight them and prove myself. whats the point? i may aswel just let them think what they think. anyway when someone better comes along they will probably just replace me. I dont no what to do. I cant fight anymore. I use to fight to get my young people to do things but i just cant be bothered anymore. what does it matter anyway.