EmmaammE

My work wants me to go on a trainning day to learn how to support young people who self harm! Haa Haa if only they knew! Actually dont think i can go tho.

My new boss phoned me today with my start date. I start on Monday and he sai dthey have another project they want me to work on alongside all the other bits they want me to do which is great. But i...

and totally not incontrol of my emotions!!! i feel great but now i want to cry and harm!!! flicking a hair band on my finger coz that hurts more than on the wrist. Arh whats wrong with me?!

Im completely exhausted but somehow i feel quite happy and content! Im feeling really good at the moment.

I slept really bad last night. I so tired now. The only walking im gona do is to starbucks to buy coffee!!! i might not even do that. 2days without harming will i make it 3???Which means............I...

The walk wasnt so bad yesterday. Well in fact it cheered me up big time and was just want i needed really. some kid threw one of those hard berries and it hit my arm right in the middle of one of my...

I cant sleep. i dont no why. Well i guess i do really. Im a bit worried about tomorrow. I have to tell everyone what ive been doing for the last 2 years and what im going on to do. People will be...

Harming just isnt quite reaching it. guess ill just go sleep im so tired of fighting

Why?- Nicole NordemanWe rode into town the other day, just me and myDaddy. He said I’d finally reached that age, and Icould ride next to him on a horse that of coursewas not quite as wild We heard...

My house mate has got his 3 kids over for the weekend. He hardly ever sees them and what is he doing? Sleeping!!! what a dumbass!!! makes me so cross coz i never see my dad and if he treated me like...

Im crap. Full stop end of sentance!!! I feel crap i look crap i feel sick coz i just ate 2 chocolate biscuits and a chocolate milkshake at the speed of light. My friend phoned me today. She was my...

I spend a bit of time on here reading posts and reading comments. How is that we live in such a beautiful world yet its so screwed up? People everywhere hurting and in need of love and shelter. Its...

****Please dont read this if it will upset you**** I found something sharp enough to scrap with and last night although i didnt have any real bad urges i just scrapped. it make 2 little holes about...

Im feeling really good today. Ive had moments when ive fely low and wanted to cut but overall im feeling GOOD!!!!

I got given some cream yesterday by the doctors for my cuts and i dont know whats in it but it really good. Its making them heal really quickly and the scabs only after like one day are coming off...