EmmaammE

Ive just had the craziest week ever! Ive gone from a size 16-12 in a month!!! loving the fact that i can get into size 12 jeans but i still see the old Emma when i look in a mirror. I still want to...

Its my birthday x xx x

Ive got to go out for dinner tomorrow and im petrified, scared stiff. Ive only eaten 1 slice of toast in the last 20 days and before that i only really picked at food so cant remember the last time i...

So its been 20 days and all ive eaten is a slice of toast. Yesterday i got sent home from work because i looked extremely tired and ill. I slept most of the afternoon and because i took a few too...

i ate a slice of toast today and actually swallowed it! nearly enjoyed it but lets not go that far ay!

Ive just called in sick to work this afternoon i just cant face it. I feel so low. Absolutly exhusted, sick although im gona chuck very soon and my stomach is burning. I just want to sleep which...

This afternoon i worked 2-9 and i thought i was gona faint. My head kept clouding over and i had to try and sit down as much as i could. It was fine because i was playing board games with the kids...

I ate today! well i did but i didnt. I had an apple chewed it sucked out all the juicyness and spat the apple out!!! does that count as eating???

i just want to cry and cry and cry. how something so simple become such an issue and ruin everything. im hungry but just cant face the thought of having food in my mouth. i hurt so much and its all...

i want to cut! but what would that achieve? only prove that i can cope! great. i need help but dont no what to do. i dont even really no what i want help with. If i eat i wont want to stop then ill...

ie got to get up in 10 minutes and ive had 2hrs sleep im so tired why cant i sleep?

I cant cope

I got home from my 1st job this moring and sorted out all my emails only 30 work ones whilst ive been ill! People leave me alone. then i sorted all my personal ones (2) that took a long time lol....

I am sooooo very tired and i just cant sleep! my eyes are sore im so tired. i just want to sleep is that too much to ask!

Ok bad news people. If ever i have a problem or need to talk there are 2 people i no i can always go to Becky how is my best friend and my old line manager from college days and Heather who was and...