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i feel so much better today - nearly normal hopefully this means so long as i keep it up the worst is gone just gotta stay away from stupidness!!!!

My friend said anything worth fighting for is going to be hard but this is just stupid!!! I feel awfull i go to sleep wanting to cry coz the urges are just so bad i wake up feeling not a lot better...

Not happy!!! this is only t he 3rd day and i feel awful im tired and moody and there is only one thing i want to do!!! I got this hair band on my wrist to try and help but it doesnt really have the...

Quitting is so hard!!! Gotta keep fighting tho.

This last week has been one of the worst for me harming but i have decided to try and stop! I was away with friends over the weekend (one of them new about me harming) so i couldnt harm (although i...

Today is a gd day!!! done that paper work yay wrote the best best guy in the whoke entire world!!! x x x cleaned the whole house!!! and the sun is shining so i can actually go to work and complete...

I want to cry and i have no idea why!!! how dumb is that?! another quite successfull day got my money back from a very horrible lady, did my walking even tho it was really cold and nearly rainning....

Still owch. THis morning when i woke up my arm where i scarpped it hadnt dried out and man did it hurt sooo very much! now its nearly 3 and ive had to change the plasters on it that i put on to stop...

Owch!

another thing......i was suppose to be going home to see my family this weekend and havent gone! one reason was coz i have no money so couldnt the other was what if they saw my arms or what would i...

today ive been feeling better more energetic happier and looking forward to tomorrow. what i dont understand is that even tho i feel really ok one minute the next for no reason at all i feel really...

i feel sick!

WOaw i just found my older sister that ive not heard from in like 14yrs!

Im moving out today. My dad phoned this morning to say he would come and help. he lives like 2hrs away so i was a bit surprised. Its nice i guess but im not sure. It will be good for the help and...

Im moving tomorrow. Havent told my landlords yet! ups. Well its not my fault they wont talk to me or have anything to do with me so im going to leave a note for them in the kitchen.  not the best...