JessicaChase
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- I am so happy there is a group like this! I've been a single Mom since 1996 when my husband died in a motorcyle crash. My children at the time were 4 and 7 years old. I never remarried or dated. I just did not want to complecate things for them.I am...
- I do not mean to be questioning our group all the time but this is a struggle we are dealing with. We need some input...My host has gone missing. We believe she is being drugged by demonic spirits decieving her that where she is a place of rest. Has...
- So, I would like to know whether or not we who suffer with DID/Multiple Personalities are entertaining our alters or are we working to heal ourselves striving for integration?
- So, I would like to know whether or not we who suffer with DId/Multiple Personalities are entertaining our alters or are we working to heal ourselves striving for integration?
- I am so stuggling! Victoria is a 9 year old alter who endured horrific satanic sexual ritual abuse. She listens to the directions of the enemy and cuts me and stabs me with knives. I am working with 2 psychologists and 2 psychiatrists because I'm in...
- i avoid going out in public as much as possible, but tonight I even feel like hiding in my house like a closet or something. I just can't get away from the fear and anxiety. :( I'm so done living like this. I almost took my life last night. There is...
- Our country needs good living facilities that help the mentally ill. I have been put in some horrible places. I am suffering from what this sick society is worped with perversion, lust, satanic sexual abusers, all mostly child abusers not to mention...
- I tried to find out why the really nice treatment centers are for people who are rich. Doesn't any body care about us middle class? Last place I was in they treated me like a criminal. Why do the menally ill get the most horrible conditions. Don't...
- WARNING this might trigger you......I need to tell someone or else I'll continue and do it worse.I took a razor blade to my vien and surprisingly I only bled a little . That's a lot better then when I'd cut so deep the blood would squirt out of my...
- One stupid little insident set me on fast slippery down hill tumble to total flipping out and suicidal thoughts. Then comes the rush of memories just buring me like an avalanch. Each personality was tired of all this emotional explotion. Don't ya...
- My pain I do not want to get into right now it hurts so much to be purposely ignored by your own blood. I'll be back to share soon, but right now it's too fresh and powerfully empacting my heart!
- I'm sorry to my faithful friends , but I my desire to give up is bigger than my desire to fight and stay. My reasonable mind knows thats crazy ! I know it would really hurt my children, but they are on their own now. Don't I have the right to do...
- I tried it. Three weeks working. Almost endedup in the Hospital because I couldn't stop cutting. Realizing the tremendous fear of people. I can't function and think clearly. Triggers control my mind. Oh God I feel like such a failure a useless...
- I might as just stay there. I can't handle the saddness in my heart, fear of people at work, and living alone. Sometimes I just want to sell everything I have and move into a state hospital.I so want to cut but if my Dr. or therapist finds out in I...
- We have all been drunk trying tonot feel. I know it's messing us up. I just can't go on lie this an more!