JessicaChase
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- Ok here is a new idea... for two years I have been on disability benifits and guess what? since they end this month I have to find a job. I really did not think I was ready and neither did my Doctors, but I found a job. It seems like a nice place to...
- I've been widowed for 16 years.My children were young. i focused on them all the time. My daughter now 23 working at Oxford University Press and my son 20 is deployed to Iraq. My daughter in law lives with me till after thanksgiving then hopefully...
- My alters have been told they are me. What a shock. Still not over it. That means I went through all that abuse. They feel abandoned and purposeless. All I've been doing for days is crying and we are very angry. I ended up stabbing and cutting....
- I'm so embarressed to admit this but I do not know where else to turn. When Iritual sexual memories comes Victory makes the body memories go away by doing what was done to Stephany. She stabbs me in my virgina till I bleed. I do not want to go in...
- I'm not one to talk about this situation but this might be the only group that will not freakout but understand. When ever i have memories of satanic sexual ritual abuse my physical pain is so real that inorder to contro it I do to myself what they...
- I am so embarrassed! I applied for this job online so I was permitted to stop and pick up a day or so later. However, I think there was a combination of others finishing the application. I'm curious to see what kind of responce I receive. I guess it...
- When my son was living home he had a lot of compassion for me when I feared my flash backs cutting was my only relief.He was encouraging when I did not cut for a good time. I spoke with him today. He's a different man now. I know that sons have to...
- My personalities are all sad. My siblings think I'm a freakshow My daughter does talk to some of them, but she's moved as faraway as possible. My son thinks I'm making it all up. Nobody but my therapist talks to them. We are lonely and sad that the...
- I love my children. It was noteasy raising them alone after my husband passed away, but I promised God I would do my best till the day they are on their own. Two years before my son graduated high school the PTSD hit me hard and so did the DID. My...
- My financies are a mess. All though my Doctor disagrees with me about going back to work what can I do my long term diability will end soon. I realized out in the world doing things the longest I last with out switching or having a panic attack is 2...
- I go to bed at 10pm lay there for an hour then get up and here I am. It seems to be the only place I can let all the confusion out of my head. It's hard to wake up in the morning and sometimes I do not even get out of bed. This is Nancy I quit. I do...
- I want to cut so bad my viens are burning, but I am too tired so, I am not gonna do it! At least not tonight
- After my husband died I vowed to raise my kids and put the past behind me. I just figured once they were out on their own I would end my liffe. I'm two years in serious therapy. Made alot of progress with ptsd and DID but I still do not want to be...
- I was thinking tonight about my past, childhood, married life, raising children..... sad to say I have never experienced unconditional love. I've never been cherished like someones flower or have many men stand up as I enter the room. Children of...
- So I haven't cut in around a month but I was wondering if biting my cuticles till they bleed is that concidered self harm?