JessicaChase
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- I had a moment of joy when my son came home. But the sadness in my heavy heart never goes away! I'm so sad all the time. Then I have to switch to go to work. :(((((((
- My theropist thinks that my 4 year old Annie should start growing up. But I like her the way she is. Her and my daughter have spent some good quality time together. I like Annie when we get scared we switch to her she knows the best plces to hide....
- witches and demonds have been threating me all day. I was so scared i had to call my therapist before I went to work. I worked fo 5 hours but I don't remember it. Came home crying. I'm sure I'm ready for work just yet.
- I've been so stressed outwith working that switching happen quickly sometimes. Yesterday I was getting ready for church...Stephany had on Dr. Suiss socks, Jessica put on jeans, Sylvia put on an elegant colorful neckless and Boops decided to wear a...
- My son has entered into the US and was welcomed in the arms of his wife. Because I took upon a job recently I committed to be at work at this time. I miss my son terribly! But I never heard from him today :( I know he is probably exhausted and...
- I started to work 2 weeks ago and have cut every night since. I need the money. I do not know what to do. It's the long hours that kill me. I did request shorter hours. I have to talkwith my boss tomorrow. I have to explan the special exceptions...
- Since I started work. I had to because my long terdisability has ended, i've been cutting everynight I come home. I' m guessing this not a good thing.But my son is coming home from kuwait and he is so proud of me for getting back in society so I do...
- Everyday before work I cry I cry after work I cry myself to sleep..I am alone. My son still waits in kuwait,my daughter is in London.I fear going out of the house and seeing people but my disability long term runs out so I have to work. There is not...
- well it's been about a month or so since I last cut. I could not stop myself toinght. I am so stressed out with going back to work and having my first christmas without my kids. My son is still stuck in Iraq and I have a God who puts up with me but...
- In the middle of wrqpping a gift I start having a panic attack about the satanic ritual abuse. How does or government expect us to function normally with a traumatic childhood like mine? What they just expect you to snap out of it. People have no...
- I just started working. Unfortuately 2 days in a row I had very long days. 3 of my alter children fought me toward the end of the day. I had to contain them. That was so hard to do because they just wanted to cry!Victoria wanted to get the face of...
- I just started to work part time again and I'm having a horrible time. M little ones can't stand beeing restrained for such a long time. My older ones do most of the work but it's too much. I asked for fewer hours. Maybe that would work. I come home...
- Both of my children are out of the country today. Kinda strange waking up on Thanksgiving with no holday smells or people around. I am grateful for my brother who invited me to their family gathering. Yet, my heart longs for my children!
- Courage I need courage! I start work soon after being out four 2 years. I pray for Gods grace! I haven't been this scared in such a long tim!
- This is the first time I am taking on a new job because I need help in my financies. I am sole responsabilty for myself. Please keep me in your prayers . I'm a good worker but since my nervious breakdown I have problems controling my emotions from...