WARNING this might trigger you......I need to tell someone or else I'll continue and do it worse.I took a razor blade to my vien and surprisingly I only bled a little . That's a lot better then when I'd cut so deep the blood would squirt out of my vien. I'm pretty messed up todayI think alcohol and sleeping pills are not suposed to be taken together. I wanted to commit suicide today. I wrote my letter and I have everything in order just in case it happens. I just feel bad for my dog. He's so sweet hope he'll be ok. Well friends it's either goodnight or good bye nice knowin ya!