JessicaChase
Status: RIP sister!
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- I think I need to try to have a community meeting. We need to find out everyones comfort coping skill. When I switch things get really void of time and events and often unsafe, trapped in their individual flash backs.I need to find some sort of...
- WARNING FOR ALCOHOLICS!!Some times I just want to escape. I have, on occation, found relief by getting drunk. I get so frustrated with always having to battle with self care...no cutting, no binge eating, constantly dealing with PTSD, flash backs...
- Does anybody feel as badly as I do??? I'm so sick of body memories and triggers and being alone in all of it. I'm so miserable and feel so alone. I want to go back to the hospital.
- I am really depressed tonight. My body gets so tired. Each personality demands my body to act their age and I'm so overweight and tired that when the little ones are out I always endup with some sort of physical injury. When I try to stay present...
- I HATE MYSELF!!!! All I can think about 24/7 is chocolate...food....on and on and on! I'm so over weight that I believe there is not turning back. I'm trapped in this body that never gets satisfied!!! How can any man find me attractive or lovable....
- I've been having flash backs alot lately. So, I've been switching a lot (MPD) My body is trying to fight off an infection I have, I've been sick for a few weeks. I know I'm tired, but I tremble when I have flash backs and it's hard to relax. I just...
- All of my life I have struggled with suicide and self injury. Wanting to kill the agony hid in the secrets of my soul. Ive been told that there is a fine line between suicide and homicide. I cant ever remember feeling like hurting someone else. As a...
- I realize that I will process the trauma on each individual personality with their own PTSD and their own self harm. I was trying to figure out why I want to cut again. It's because two of my personalities have been having flash backs of their own....
- Is there other Christians here that used to be so close with the Lord? Reading the Bible and praying every day? Can't wait till the next church service? Applying Scripture in faith believing for a change? That was me. I know He still cares for me,...
- Huge panic attack last night! I found my little case that I hid my razor blades in today. Found a razor blade too. I've been carrying it around the house with me all day. Some how it calms me down. It gives me a sense of control. It's like a...
- I was not sure where to put this question, but I need to know. Does anybody else fear their adult child? Since my illness really took over my life, I and my other personalities fear my son. He's 22, married and in the Army over seas. When my illness...
- I was not sure where to put this question, but I need to know. Does anybody else fear their adult child? Since my illness really took over my life, I and my other personalities fear my son. He's 22, married and in the Army over seas. When my illness...
- I was not sure where to put this question, but I need to know. Does anybody else fear their adult child? Since my illness really took over my life, I and my other personalities fear my son. He's 22, married and in the Army over seas. When my illness...
- The brain releases the same chemical when experiencing pain and or pleasure. So when I stab myself I feel a release of joy. What a sick person I am! I do not know the differnce between self inflicted pain or pleasure
- Today I have been having panic attacks, but I do not know what is triggering me. Maybe I just don't want to face it. Some times when I have too much going on in my life I can't think clearly, but my body alarms me with memories...I'm so done!