JessicaChase
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- Sometimes I am so sick of my alters! As soon as one alter feels good someone else needs attention. I thought this morning..."Wow It has not been this quiet in a long time." that did not last long. Just because I have some important decissions to...
- I recently had some major break through with my abuse issues and restoration. The demonic visions are gone and so are the satanic voices but all I want to do is sleep. I do not think I'm avoiding life. I think I'm enjoying the calmness. Can any one...
- Does anybody here ever experiance the oppression of a demonic spirit influencing an alter?
- Ever go through some major issue? I mean a fantastic understanding an knowledge of a childhood trauma that has been influencing your whole life? You're sitting in your counselors office both grinning from the break through, BUT the days to follow...
- I'm Annie I'm 4 years old my alter Victoria types for me she is 9. I just want to say how lonely we ge get a the Safe Place For Littlies. Not many peopel go there any more. Sometimes I need a mommy to cry to thank God Worm is there. How do you...
- My younger alters are all really sad and I do not know why. They feel so alone and nobody is arround to comfort them:( So, we have to trust that Jesus sent His Holy spirit down here to comfort us. I have to believe or I have no reason to go on...
- I'm sorry but I feel so angry right now! I had a week of freedom from my issues and abuse and memories and now I feel it all comming back like a dark shadow. Will it ever end?! the nightmares the wanting to cut the swiching and the suicidal desires...
- I have 10 personalities and we sometimes get lonely. We go through the day dealing with life. Is integration possible? Can you work with out integration? I just do not know what to do with us. How can I even think I could find a job that everyone...
- worked through a lot of issues this week and now reality is hitting me with fiancial issues. I can not stop my mind from jumping from one topic to another. I'm so tired. I just want to curl up in someones arms and be told that everything is going to...
- Even though I have not cut in a while I get off on the most unplanned injuries. Like my sons puppy scratching my neck. First thing I check for was blood. Ay time I get injured I ejoy it. i think I still have problems with dealing with my anger in a...
- Has any of you been able to hold down a job, a career for a long period. I have been alot of things and I can not figure out what to do with the rest of my life. Nothing interests me. I average about 3 years or shorter if I master the position then...
- I do not know how to be good in this world. I do love God and I hope in eternal life,but how do we continue to walk this earth with such incredible heart ache and deseption? One of the biggest commendments is "love your neighbor as your self." I...
- I'm single and my childen are living on their own, but I do not have their support with my resent breakdown and my illness and want nothing to do with my healing process. They just want a normal mom. I can not give them that! I am a surviver of...
- I'm alone. Kids grown. No job no hobbies but I do have some talents...Art, writing, Dance. I feel detached from the pleasures in life. Do not know how to get them back or if I even want them any more. I'm so lost. I know the Lord could be making a...
- I am sad. I'm sad I had a Narcistic mother and an absent father, I'm sad that my twin was miss carred and I survived. I'm sad at all the people that sexually abused me. I'm sad that I was not raised as a true Christian. I'm sad that I have 10...