JessicaChase

I'm grieving still. I'v cut a few times. I miss my sister so much. She was my only connection to the outside world. I am a recluse and she would come by to check on me during the week. She was the...

Hello everyone, I have been gone for some time now. My sister had an aneurysm the week before Thanksgiving. A week after that she had a bilateral stroke. She struggled for weeks. She passed away the...

I have not been gentle towards myself. I've been binge eating and I have not cared. Mean while I am watching my health decline. I've over come my self harming I've integrated my personalities and...

Hi to my friends here!I know it's been a while since I last posted anything. I've been having some difficulty with my medications. Too many long term side effects. Now I am in the transition phase of...

This roller coaster ride called life suck when it's going up hill...I think I can, I think I can, I think I can...

Hello everyone HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!I know how difficult this day can be for those of us who are single. I take comfort in that when I accumulate all the love I get all year round and through out...

Oh my goodness! I have forgotten how much energy puppies have...I'm so tired! It's a fun tired. However, it requires being present most of the time. So, I have not quite figured out how to manage me...

I’ve been missing for a few days, because I’ve been a little occupied. I got a puppy! She’s 9 weeks old and a bundle of energy! She’s a beautiful German Shepherd! I cannot remember laughing...

One year ago yesterday was my last hospitalization. The past 4 years I was averaging hospitalization every 3 months due to suicidal attempts and severe self mutilation. This is really amazing. I...

"The only way we begin to act as a true force of healing in the live of others is when, at last, we cease to hurt ourselves"By Guy Finely

Today is a new day  :)

I really wanted to start this New Year on a healthy note, but the pain that causes me to bleed is still with me in 2013. I’m sure all of us try to leave the old baggage behind, but issues have a...

I think we have this whole "Happy New year" thing twisted. When we have endured so much pain in our past years how can we possibly look forward to the next year? I would much rather look up and pray...

This post is a bit lengthy, but I felt a desperate need to get it out and be able to understand all aspects of suicide! For the sake of those who do not read my journal I am posting this on other...

Though I have grown in many ways this past year in amazing miraculous ways with God, I still fall short and struggle with hurting myself. I’m finding that hurting myself has changed it’s purpose....