sooooo paranoid

I am so nervous. Dr Ceaser asked me to call him after i met with jill on thursday and joanna on friday as to what plan we decided and to set up another appt. So i called him and told him the plan. he did not call back. then i got a prescription filled (my ativan that he gave me) and when i got it back i realized that he wrote it for 0.5mg when it should of been 1mg. So i called him and left him a message regarding that. still no call back. i am terrified that he called joanna and spoke with her saying that he didnt agree with the plan. he was the one that told her i needed to be hospitalized immediately. he responded to all my calls last week immediately if he didnt pick up the phone. i am so scared he wants to admit me asap.,
I know i am over paranoid and should just ait but i cant. i am too scared. so i emailed joanna last night with these questions but she hasnt answered. i asked her to please respond to me. she hasnt. 
FUCK FUCK FUCK what is going on?!?! I need to know!