DianeMTB

When you lose the love of your life, the grief seems to stay in your heart.We can get on with our lives in other areas of it but the grief stays in the heart.  The heart wants what the heart wants -...

The apartment - it makes me sad living here without Smokey.  I have come to that conclusion.  The last week or so I was busy babysitting while staying at Dave's place. Lisa, Grant and Tyson live...

I need time to grieve.  I never did that much grieving at the  beginning.  I was busy taking care of things, focusing on trying to get a job and keeping my chin up for family and friends.  I let...

I hurt so bad.  It seems like I can't go on like this anymore.  I need something positive to happen to me in this life.  God allowed Smokey to be taken away for His own purposes.  It sucks to me....

I hurt so bad.  It seems like I can't go on like this anymore.  I need something positive to happen to me in this life.  God allowed Smokey to be taken away for His own purposes.  It sucks to me....

I hurt so bad.  It seems like I can't go on like this anymore.  I need something positive to happen to me in this life.  God allowed Smokey to be taken away for His own purposes.  It sucks to me....

I have been a widow since Nov. 15, 2009.  The inward healing takes over and it is baby steps.  One step at a time.  It is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with on this crazy mixed up...

I have been looking for work since Aug. 26, 2008.  What is your secret?I am over 50.  Maybe it is time for a career change.  I have to figure what else I can do as I have been a receptionist for...

Our hearts are big and there is plenty of love inside them to share with other people.I loved Smokey with every breath I breathed.  I still do.  He passed on before me. This is unfair to me.  I...

I miss my Smokey dearly.  I am happy with Dave as well.  When I am with Dave or babysitting my grandson Tyson, I am happily content.  When I come home to the empty apartment, I miss Smokey like...

No so easy changes coming in my life.1.  Lisa and Grant and my grandson Tyson will be moving to Surrey/White Rock to a townhouse that they purchased.  This will happen in October.  Lisa sold her...

I'm beyond scared and have to make decisions.1.  Dave's drinking is what is going to break us up.  If he did not have a drinking problem, we would have a rock solid relationship.  He does have a...

I think my moods like depression or feelings of grief are mostly hormonal due to menopause.  I haven't had a period in 4 months now but still the the moodiness as about that time of the month.  I...

This year there will have to be changes in my life.  These are the things that make me depressed on top of my menopause.  I haven't had a period for three months, get hot flashes, night sweats and...

There must be depression in grief.  Smokey has been gone since Nov. 15, 2009.  It is about one year six months now.  I am so depressed.  I have had interviews but no concrete job offer.  I have...