Rough Morning
It has been 21 days since I had a smoke.
I feel like crap right now. Still trying to determine if I am actually getting sick or if it's anxiety but I am voting for anxiety. I can't get warm, I alternate between feeling sick and feeling hungry. I keep feeling so sleepy that I feel like I could just put my head down and be out. I keep taking deep breaths trying to work my way through it. I am very short tempered this morning. I put my scarf back around my neck...hopefully if I get warm, I will start to feel better.
It wasn't the best of weekends, but it wasn't awful either. It rained like hell most of the weekend and although we had a lot of things we needed to get done, we both had no energy and except for necessary grocery shopping, didn't do much. I was starting to worry about class a little on Sunday, that could be part of it. I have to make a 2 to 3 minute powerpoint presentation on what my final project is going to be. How am I supposed to stretch out..hey this is my project..to two or three minutes of talking? not sure yet..which is probably why I am stressing. Or..I could just be being an anxiety freak as usual. FML
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Good Job Bravo Bravo 21 days! Excellent..Keep up the good work! Id give some advice but basically braindead right now. Good luck with the presentation, maybe practice in front of the mirror or in front of your husband...Break a leg!
I keep a pad of paper by my side and jot down thoughts that keep at me. If it is something I am working on I may share the progress that is made and make a not of what I would like to do next - that way once it is written down I can stress less about it and move on with the day. Keep of the great work - you are doing fantastic!!
Gosh, I'm sure I'm going blind -- I don't seem, any longer, to spot typos as I produce them. LOL Oh my. :-)