Restless night
I hate when I have nights like this.. I was so exhausted..could barely keep my eyes open after dinner. Went and took a shower and got ready for bed..still feeling exhausted. Could NOT sleep! I kept tossing and turning....and then the waves of anxiety hit me. CRAP. I start to try to figure it out...am I too hot? too cold?? what's the deal?? It is raining and it's kind of a warm storm so I am thinking that it's just too hot in the bed sandwiched between Momma cat and Remi. I get up and get a glass of water. I note that Steve has not covered himself up on the couch either, so it must be warm in the house. The last time I looked at the clock it was midnight. I must have finally drifted off. I'm pretty sure I was about to pound the alarm clock into the floor. Super tired this morning. Occasional small flutters of anxiety drift through me. I have briefly had the thoughts in the back of my head that I might be getting sick but dismiss them..nope, just anxiety. This is my long day. I have class tonight. I hope it doesn't go all the way to 9:30 like last week. I just want to sleep.
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