Little Moments of Clarity

sometimes I get the strangest feeling...like everything becomes super clear for just a moment...like the fog lifting for just a moment.  I realized that all this..the anxiety, loneliness, depression,where I am in my life....it's called Karma, and she's a bitch.  This is what is coming back to me for all the things I did not do and all the people I have hurt in my life along the way.  The coldness inside that has allowed me to survive things in my life is exactly why I am what I am.  It will keep pulling me through, but I will never be anything but alone because of it.