Happy Monday

Well,  I did it.  I bought a punching bag this weekend.  I got a 100lb bag and stand for 175.00 and since I had money from my bday I had not spent, only 30.00 came out of my pocket.  For some reason, yesterday was my lucky shopping day.  I went to target because we were out of all animal food and got 10 percent off the whole purchase.  Some sale I hadn't known about.  After we went to the grocery,  we went to Big 5 because we both really needed new tennis shoes.  They were have a huge sale also and was less than what I thought I would have to spend.  Then we looked at the punching bags and saw what a big sale that was also.  I looked around on the internet and didn't find anything that came close to that price.  We also went to home depot and found large clay pots for 25.00 ea.  That is really cheap.  I have a couple of fruit trees I was going to lose if we didn't get them into pots. 


The wedding was nice.  He only had two beers the whole night, which was nice.  Of course he made up for it last night.  I know better than to get too excited when we are having a good weekend.  He was moving pretty slow this morning but I had warned him that when I started school I needed him to get going on time or go into the other bathroom.  Despite moving slowly, he was out of the way so I could get ready.  I hope he's hungover as hell.  Mean, I know. 


At the wedding one of the people at our table had quite a few before dinner and spilled an entire drink on the table..which of course rolled to where we were sitting. The friend that she came with suggested she needed food.  Halfway through dinner they had an argument and the drunk stormed off, supposedly to walk home.  Shortly after dinner the bride was puking.  I figured after that we had stayed long enough.  I was surprised at how irritated I was about the drinking, even though it was not my boyfriend this time.  I just have absolutely no patience in being around it anymore at all.  I was really mad that I had to sit at a wet table because she had to be drunk.  Plus, like a dumbass, I hadn't thought to bring a sweater and they had the AC super cranked up in that place.  I was so glad to go home, get in my comfy's, and have a nice, hot, cup of coffee.


I forgot to put my parking pass in the truck, so now I have to get a day pass for the first day of school.  I hate it when I don't have it together. Still, I am excited to get this semester started and be that much closer to being done.  Assuming I pass math, LOL.


I have been doing well lately with making it here to journal.  I only hope I am not so buried with this class that I slack off. 


I came in to the blaring of the fire alarm.  My already pounding head was not happy.  The alarm company is having issues.  Happy Monday LOL


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Minidogs2
Minidogs2

You do a great job journaling. Does it help keep your stress down?
AnxietyFreak40
AnxietyFreak40

yes, but more than that, when I go back later and read them I begin to see the patterns of behavior and can work more toward changing it. People sometimes ask me why I make everything public. I am what I am and if people don't like it that's there problem. I think hiding the anxiety gives it power. I try to always shine a light on it and rob it of it's power and who knows, maybe my words may help someone else.
Community LeaderThePepperMan
ThePepperMan

I am sorry that drunks and over-drinkers spoiled the wedding for you.

Glad much of the rest of your life seems to be moving into the good column!
AnxietyFreak40
AnxietyFreak40

Thank you Pepper!
e3run
e3run

Damn girl!!!!! Happy Monday indeed!
That wedding sounded like a nightmare! My hubby drinks only on his day off, but when he does, he DEFINITELY ties one on! It can be difficult to deal with if he stays up late, and I have to be up early to wake Noah up for school, and he has the freaking TV up loud. That pisses me off.
Don't get me started on the ambien afterwards, when going to bed. But this is only on days off. It isn't an every day thing.

Hope you are having a good tuesday, and WTG on school!
AnxietyFreak40
AnxietyFreak40

Thanks, I think I've just had too many drunks in my life. I have zero patience for it anymore and I feel like i'm a drunk magnet LOL