last night was pretty fun! i went to tracy's, met up with my bf james there....we watched City of Angels b/c i love the movie....then we all went to bed........i love sleeping with James...we slept together but we didnt sleep together...if u catch my drift...it was a close call, but we decided to wait...this shows me that james really respects me, and cares for me, and he's not juest trying to get laid...granted, the night wasnt all innocent....but i wont go there in my journal...ill keep things pg rated

i managed about 200 calories less than my normal tiny amount....i did better than i thought i was gonna given that i was breaking my routine with food....but i do have to admit...going back up those 200 calories to my normal level is frikin ass hard!!!  god damn, i NEED to get back to where i was on friday...it's not a healthy level, but it's healthier than the level im at currently....grrrr

tonight was fun! i went to this gay bar with my sister...it was called marcallos....neither of us is gay, but we went to watch the gay/drag queen beauty pageant to cheer on her friend's brother jeremy....omg! it was awesome! the only thing i didnt like was being in a bar with a bunch of hot men who i couldnt have because they like men! o well...i have a bf...so i must be a good girl....needless to say, my sister and i had a blast, and we r so going back to find some gay men to be our shopping buddies!