alright well i have decided that i hate walking around campus and seeing the other girls!!! so many of them have these cute cute bodies! they arent uber skinny, but they are thin...and they fill out their jeans just so...their minor curves make them look so feminine and sexy.....and no people, i am not gay...i do not check out these girls cuz i want to date them...i check them out because i want to be them!....i hear them talk as i am walking by...alot of them are complaining that the cookies they ate last night probably made them gain 5 lbs...or that they are too fat!..or that they need to go on a diet...or that they need to walk faster so that they will burn more calories.....these girls probably want to be me....with a supermodel body....very tall and very thin....but im sure that if they knew the suffering that went along with this body, that they would change their minds in an instant and go out for ice cream instead =P
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Hah I always check out other girls too! My boyfriend several times has said I must be gay because Im like that girl has nice legs, and she has nice boobs, and her butt is too round for those jeans...
ohh trust me..yuur not gay..i do it too!i check out other girls and wish i was them...yuu almost wanna punch those girls in the face cause yuur thinking \'yuur perfect!yuu have no idea what i\'d to to be yuu!\'
I\'ve thought the same many times walking through my school halls...it stinks.....just remember you are special too....we just need to get healthy thats all..I know sounds way to simple...but its possible some how...Jenny
I understand completly! I wish I could have a cute body like them too. Or I walk by the events that are filled with FOOD, and feel left out because there is NO way that i\'m going to be able to particapte in those things... I\'m sure you have those free student BBQ things at your campus. Anyways.... You are beautiful.. Honestly.
When I went shopping on Saturady, I spent the whole time staring at other girls\' asses. Not good - I also am not gay. I think I freaked a few people out!
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it\'s calling comparring not checking out. i do the same thing except i look at them and think how thin they are and how not thin i am. i wish i could look in the mirror and like what i see but i don\'t. i won\'t wish ed on anyone. i wish i could go out for ice creame without freaking out.i may not be happy with my body but i am beginning to except it. thats a start.