triggered...i hate that word...but alas, i must use it cuz i dont feel like thinking of another term to use........i was totally triggered yesterday when i proceeded to go into CVS on campus to purchase hair dye (im gonna dye my hair a few shades darker) and there were these 2 college girls all over the meal supplement bars....they were totally into the whole slim fast/ diet bar thing....and this totally bothered me...they werent skinny....but they werent fat either...they were normal....so wtf is with the dieting thing? i dont think they had EDs....the bars they were buying had upwards of 220 cals apiece (wow thats sad that i knew that)and tonight at bingo, between games, this plump woman at my table picked up the sobe life water that she had been drinking and began studying the nutrition label....i HATE when people do this...especially when they make those surprised OMG faces......grrr...i just want the people of the world to remain unaware...perhaps save them from the hell i am stuck in....and it will keep them from getting thin like me.....(bad i know...but this is what my ED wants)i often wonder at work...if we attached a tag to every meal that we handed out that stated the number of calories the meal had in it....would people still eat it?....if they knew that that burger and fries on the tray contained about 600 calories...would they dare put it in their mouths?.......these thoughts make me glad that im aware of everything i put into my body, and the calorie content of them...u wouldnt catch me wolfing down a banana split totally unaware that it has about 1,500 calories or more....o no my friends....this wouldnt happen...ED is my bodyguard when it comes to calories....but perhaps im being guarded from happiness by my arch nemisis....i think that if im unaware of anything it would be this