fuck fuck fuck! my grades are not fairing well!!!!! i just totally failed my psych test!!! and i got a 67 on my accounting quiz.....my goddamned ED isnt making school an easier....but that is not the only reason y i am doing so poorly...i am not studying...no more i say! i am buckling down...and i am gonna study my ass off (crap i dont have an ass....ill find something to study off though...maybe 5 lbs? *shut up ED!* lol)........i cannot and will not let my dad use my failing school as another reason y im a fuck up (and of course it will all be my EDs fault in his eyes)......i just never had to study b4 in my life...my mom is a psychologist so i have taken many real IQ tests in my lifetime...and i have an IQ of 128....normal being 100....70 being mentally retarded and 150 being genius.....so im not stupid...i just need to apply myself....yes, ED definitely makes it hard to concentrate....but that is no excuse...i need to rise up above this and play the hand i was dealt...i have an ED....and i dont think im gonna make a miraculous recovery anytime soon...so i need to adapt and deal!!!!!
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I hope you start feeling better and don\'t pressure yourself to much.
Recoveries are pretty miraculous, not sudden, but miraculous. You can do it girl. It\'s all about applying the energy into schoolwork. Good luck. Let me know if you need any help!
this is just a set back. you can do this just try to apply the energy you use for ed and apply it to your school work. i can\'t totally understand what you are going through but i do know that my ed makes it hard to concentrate even at home and boy am i forgetful. just do the best you can and don\'t beat yourself up for these bad grades. it will get better. i have faith in you.
You know that anemia a common side effect of the bastard we know as ED can cause lack of concentration and an decreased ability to learn? Love you
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i\'m sorry..i know how upsetting that is and there is really nuthing to say that can make those kinda things better.
yuu are a smartsmart girllii and yuu gotta rememeber that..we all \'fall from grace\' sumtimes and one of the amazing things is picking oursevels back upp...which its sososo clear yuu\'ve been doing.
Sorry to hear your grades are not good. I know you can buckle down and turn it around though. You\'re really smart, and I believe in you! I had to study in college too and didn\'t really before then, so it\'s an adjustment, but you can do it.
omg i soooo understand your frustration. fucking e.d has recked my life - esp, accademicaly so many times and its in the process of doing it now. ive been ignoring and i dont use that word lightly - all of my subjects and uni obligations and almost just pretendig i dont go to uni really so i have time for my e.d because in reality bulimia eats up all my time. its binges on my time and makes me binge on food. def. try and knuckle down. ive alredy realised that ive missed two assingments and they wont let me submit them now, so now im going tohave to study my arse off just to get a pass (which is now the best i can do ) but we have a saying at our uni and thats p\'s (pass\'s ) equal degrees. so from know on i guess we\'ll both have to get our bums on seats and do some hard core study. you can do it!. if you need anything send me a message. lot sof love xxx
Today in Math class I obessesly counted how many calories I ate today. Then I decided to tell myself when I get home afterschool to eat a lettece sandwich instead of using spelt bread. WTF?! You have to fight it. I know I am.... I am so tired because of my ED in class. I know I can do better, but the question I ask myself is, good grades vs eating more. I can\'t do it... Ok, I mean, I won\'t do it. But I am honestly trying, and that\'s all you can do! I just had a hot chocolate and some dry spelt cereal flakes, it\'s something!