missyS
Status: I have not been this happy in a long long time
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i am a glutton...i am a fatass....i do not deserve anything....im a fuck up...i cannot do anything right....i am nothing....i have no family, no life, no nothing...all i have is my EDplease ignore...
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well didnt get my space heaters back...but i went out and bought a $60 electric blanket last night (thanks for the idea cass!!! i love u!)...haha ...im such a little shit...now just gotta keep my...
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im soooo cold...those bastards (my parents) took my space heater last night without saying a word to me...i think im gonna die this wintercrawled into bed with my sister last night....was feeling...
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i was woken up this morning being told that i have to get my butt outside to help with the yard work (raking up leaves and putting them in a wheelbarrow and moving them to woods in the back)....my...
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im all signed up for my classes.......i go mon wed thurs and fri....mwf im at school from 2-5 (3 classes right in a row)thurs im at school from 6-7:20 (1 class)so i can work mon tues wed thurs and...
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ladies and gents....melissa has no balls...she is signing up for the spring semester............*sigh*...as of today (after meeting with an advisor at a scheduled appt, and then meeting with some...
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today was a work day all around...i went to work from 7-1 and then i had job training from 6-8:30.....the job training was on maltreatment and abuse of children...since we are mandatory reporters of...
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just another day....another same day like every other one....part of this is comforting, and part if it is unnerving....what is life without excitement? yes, it is secure and predictable but is...
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u know how people say that everything will look better in the morning? well that is opposite for me and my ED......right before i go to bed at night is when i tend to really think about what the fuck...
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so depressed...so detached...so lonely...didnt get to talk to a single living soul until 4:00 pm...and that was only because my school had classes today so i got to talk to my friend john...but that...
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another listless weekend day....no work tomorrow either...but i do have school even though it's veterens' day....i don't get it either.....but w/e i don't make the rules....not one's that don't...
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116.......la di da........116........and im 72.5 inches...bwhahaha..........mixed feelings about this weight........part of me is saying ah faboodle fudge!! ur losing again...bad girl....and the...
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i know alot of u wanna know what i was ordering that my parents felt compelled to confiscate....and i dont really wanna tell any of u...this may sound selfish, but i dont want anyone else to know...
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alright, so UPS delivered another box of my very anorexia friendly food that i had ordered to me yesterday.....and i was at school when it was delivered...so my parents took it, opened it, and hid...
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this entry isnt going to make much sense i fear...cuz even i dont understand what im gonna say completely but here goes........i feel as though things dont happen to me...they happen around me...like...
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