i know alot of u wanna know what i was ordering that my parents felt compelled to confiscate....and i dont really wanna tell any of u...this may sound selfish, but i dont want anyone else to know about it....its my little piece of happiness in this junk food ridden world....food without the guilt......and well, thats all im gonna say on the subject!lazy day.....not a good thing for food intake...when i dont do much, i feel as though i didnt burn off enough calories to allow me to intake some....dunno...totally ED take over there!......i did go shopping for like an hr or so...went into a christmas section and couldnt help but smile...the carols were playing...and i frikin love christmas! so i felt compelled to write my journal in red and green =P........still havent told my parents about getting out of school for a little while....so scared to do it....i had a long chat with my sister last night...and she says that she noticed that since ive been in school and working, ive been eating less...she knows i cannot deal with stress and that its not all ED related...and that part of me wanting time out from school has to do with my not knowing what i wanna do with my life....she also said that she used to be like mom and dad.....mad at me for having an ED, but now she says she has thought about it time and time again, and she isnt gonna treat me like an ED like they do...she is going to treat me like she would whether i had an ED or not.....i am so blessed to have her as a sister...she is like the one person in my family that i feel is on my side in all of this