DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
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- Hey guys... I am here because I ...honestly I don't know why I am here... What I do know is this...Eight months ago I went to the ER with a severe asthma attack, or so I thought... When I got there, I was triaged and rushed into a EKG and then...
- Yes! I am still #SUICIDAL...the only difference now, is that I have two, yes TWO (2) well thought out suidcide plans...one is long term, one is short term...so! with that said, I have a question for you more experienced Depression sufferers...If I...
- and the only thing keeping me alive is my fear of failure...See, I've been thinking and planning my demise for years now...and I thought the best defense was that I do not own a weapon...but lately...all I think of is death...and if something...
- Really, I do...but not today.I am just posting this because even on good days...I still want to die!Mondays are MY day off...my husband is at work, the world has gone back to its normal grind...and I am here all alone with a million things to...
- I posted this to my FB News Feed...and got several replies from friends and family...but now I want to post it here and see what the folks on DS have to say about it...so here goes: ================FEELING ALONE...I know it's a sensitive...
- DOWN THE TUBES!!!!I just don't know what to do these days...nothing is satisfying...nothing makes me happy...and even the people I love most in this world are pissing me off to points that I DO NOT want to go...I am in a very bad place...mentally...
- I lost the will to live a long time ago...if you go through my journal entries here alone you will see that it is true...Problem is that I don't have the courage to carry out my suicide plan...And that just frustrates me more...I want to die so bad...
- Hey Guys...I've lost the will to live...no current plans to hurt myself...but I really don't wanna live anymore....and I don't wanna tell anyone...cause I ain't gonna do what ever they tell me do....I just wanna let someone know, that I don't wanna...
- I have a HUGE BOIL on my armpit....It is huge and very painful....My question is this: why does my arm hurt? I mean it feels like my arm is sprained...I can hardly move it and it just HURTS!!!! WHY?This is the second boil I've had this year...the...
- I am an introvert...always have been...always will be....but this mental health bullshit is really wreaking havoc on my personality...I live my life in my head...or at least I used to...before I got depressed... before i developed anxiety...before I...
- And I don't know what to do...I have all sorts of gigantic problems that are not easily resolved and I can't even bring myself to ask for help...I don't know wny, I just can't ask for help when I need it...I never have been able...I can ask for help...
- In addition to depression, anxiety, and insomnia medication as well as high blood pressure meds, I have TWO inhalers for my asthma which has returned in full force...my question is this...does anyone know which is the rescue inhaler and which is...
- Last Wed.11/12...I sat in my therapist's office slightly upbeat...I had just returned from my annual 5 day R&R and was still coming down off of that deceptive high.My therapist warned me...that she was worried about what would happen when reality...
- I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!!!A year go today, (WED.31.JULY.2013) I was in the STICU with my Mom...watching & waiting for them to stabilize her enough to do surgery...it was a difficult time...because of her age (she was 94)... because of her...
- Do you ever feel so overwhelmed, that you just want to scream? And if so...what do you do?