DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
Mood:
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- again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I have had a really bad week since Thursday....nothing is going right....I can't make decisions....I have a final today....I am not ready.....my presentation for the same class is almost a month...
- ...to read my most recent journal entry...Word to the Wise...it's not pleasant that's why I dare you to read it...actually I just want to invite you read it but give you warning that it is not of a pleasant topic.
- of all this discussion about the Boston Bombing...and now this moment of silence in Boston...I'm tired of all the accusations and the media trying to explain what happened and then all the praise for the death of the older bomber and capture of the...
- who knows anything about the Canadian healthcare system? Everytime I mention it in conservative conversation the Socialism card gets thrown out...however it seems to me that if it is Socialist, the Canadian people wouldn't be as supportive of it as...
- I've died...not literally but figuratively...I have no feelings...don't care about anything or anyone...and just don't have a will to live life...i really have no desire to hurt myself but I just don't want to live anymore...and I have no...
- I have those feelings again...those feelings that I just want to run away....be alone...get away from everything and every one...does anyone else know how I feel...and have a solution...cause I really want to just get away by my self...again...
- that I like being 'sick'? I had an huge breakdown this time last year...I was so sick I climbed into bed and didn't come out for months...I went to graduations and other celebrations where I should have been happy and celebrate...but I just wanted...
- that's how I feel...actually that's what I know...i didn't do my presentation that was due today...and now I have a major problem that needs to be resolved by thurs...and I don't know how to resolve it...I just suck because i have repeatedly...
- I have a presentation due today at 2PM...and I can't even start to work on it? WHY....I can't chose a topic, I can't make a decision....I've procrastinated so long that I am at a complete loss!!! This is going to lower my grade by 20% and I just...
- of being sick and tired...I really am...I've been dealing with this for the last YEAR...and I am sick of it....I am sick of not caring about anything or anyone...I just don't care I don't care about myself, much less anything else...and yet I am so...
- I don't know...but it's about death...I don't want to upset anyone...Apparently I am depressed...i can't do anything, don't want to do anything, don't enjoy any of the things I used to enjoy...NOTHING...I have no money, and it doesn't bother me...
- Deep dark depression...excessive misery...lalalalalalaYeah...i'm back...still sick...and having an especially difficult day today :(LISH! - Life is so hard!...I am sick... I am tired... I am hungry...I am on about 5 or 6 different medications...
- Just can't seem to get anything done....last week was spring break so I had an excuse to not do anything...plus I was tired from going through the motions with my son the first few days...but now spring break is over...and I am just unmotivated and...
- I cant sleep...so i decided to come on ds and ask your advice on something.I've been struggling with various physical and mental health issues for almost a year now...on dec 21 i was riding the city bus to a recovery meeting...when 5 minutes into...
- ...I don't care."Does that make sense? ...that is how I've been feeling....for a while now....I love my family, friends, and even myself - but right now I just don't care about anything or anyone...including me....how is that possible? ....I know I...