DepressedRecluse
Status: I.AM Worthless! - I.AM Pointless!! - I.AM NOTHING!!!
Mood:
Horrible
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- ...BUT...IT HAS..I WISH MY ADDICT HUSBAND WOULD JUST GO OUT AND USE!...I REALLY DO...WHY? ...BECAUSE ... I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE IN MY OWN DAMN MISERY!....I POSTED THIS ON THE DEPRESSION BOARD; WHAT DO YOU DO...WHEN THE ONE YOU LOVE...DOESN'T LOVE...
- WHEN THE ONE YOU LOVE...DOESN'T LOVE YOU? WHAT THE HELL DO YOU DO? HE SHOWS NOTHING BUT CONTEMPT AND DISDAIN FOR ME....EVERY SINGLE DAY...WHY? ...i DID NOTHING BUT LOVE HIM...SO WHY DOES HE HATE ME SO MUCH? WWWHHHYYYY?
- I am really messed up...I was just in the kitchen ... TRYING to fix me something to eat...and I dropped a cup of junk in the sink!....and I just LOSE my mind!!!!!I can't handle anything....I don't want to handle anything....everything in my life is...
- ...TO THE POINT OF DEATH!!!!!!I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING CRAZY....I AM EXTREMELY ANXIOUS...i HAVE SO MUCH SHIT TO DO....AND I CAN'T DO ANY OF IT!!!!...I NEED TO GO TAKE CARE OF MY BABY KITTY AND I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT...I'M FORCING MYSELF TO DO...
- Two weeks ago today, ... I spent 5+ hours doing laundry...two weeks ago today, ...I was exhausted, frustrated, and tired...Two weeks ago, today ...I went to a meeting that didn't meet!...Two weeks ago, today ...I needed help, or support...Two weeks...
- ...because that sure is what I feel like right now!.... I've lost everything...lost control of everything...I've even lost the ability to control my bodily functions...(this morning, I woke up in puddle of my own fucking urine...I pissed on myself...
- what exactly does that mean...earlier this month when i went to see my dr. that is what she told me...if i was to take that test again, right now...i don't know what I would score...all i know is that i feel about 100 times worse than i did back...
- and .... well......... .... ... i am STUPID!!!!...........well? .... that's all!
- I feel so fucking sick and i don't even know what is wrong with me...I can't do anything...can't focus on anything...I just want to sleep...and if I am awake...I don't care or want to do anything that I know i have to do...i feel like i have ADD,...
- ...struggling...struggling...struggling...... ....everyday I am STRUGGLING!....Do you know that song? ... Everyday I'm Hustling - by Rick Ross (I think)...That song has been on my mind now for weeks...but with my words...Everyday, I am...
- I've had a long, hard, year...but I am hopeful that it will get better eventually...BUT...my depression, anxiety, stress levels, and overall health is seriously deteriorating...I am frustrated, fatigued, fearful, etc, etc, etc...I have a lot of...
- Yep!!!! that about covers it...I am fucked up in the head big time!!!Remember my favorite song? ...GLOOM!...DESPAIR!!...and AGONY!!! on me!!!...Deep dark depression excessive misery!!!If it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at...
- I need help again...and I hate asking for help....I just had another argument with my husband and now I am feeling very, very ANXIOUS...my blood pressure is up...I'm shaking...and I have that feeling like my blood is boiling as it flows through my...
- GLOOM! DESPAIR!! and AGONY!!! on ME!!!!!!!!!DEEP DARK DEPRESSION...EXCESSIVE MISERY!...IF IT WEREN'T FOR BAD LUCK, I'D HAVE NO LUCK AT ALL!!!GLOOM!...DESPAIR!!...and AGONY!!! ON MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!...yep!...that about sums it up for me...I feel like...
- Does anyone here, take this medication?...And if you do how long have you been taking it?......what happens if you take it for a while, and then stop or forget to take it? ...is it habit forming?