I understand your feelings, and validate them, they are FEELINGS. Hang on! Do your best, your not alone in having these feelings. Prayers and hugs to you.

Though it feels like this is how it will always be, I promise that there will be fetter days. I know you feel. Hugs,

I am sorry your name is my life I work from home I have my kids most of the time but this past weekend they were at their moms so I was alone do a lot of thinking all you can do is hang on and take one step at a time you can do it

have you discussed these suicidal thoughts with a medical professional???????????? If no, do it. If Yes, talk to 'em again.

Please talk to a doctor about what you are feeling. I don't know if you are on antidepressants or not but if you are and still feel that way, you probably need a med change.
A million things to do. Make a list and check them off as you get them done. It helps to feel a sense of accomplishment. Don't try to do everything. If you get one thing done per day and that is all you can handle then stop. Being busy will also keep your mind busy...so there are 2 pluses to that.

Best wishes....and I hope you feel better.

It's easy to let your mind wander when you are alone. When ever you have these thoughts redirect yourself. I have them too sometimes. Your life is precious.

I feel like that a lot about my anxiety disorder. Just tired of fighting it. I wish I could kill myself off and on. But I have a husband who loves me. So I won't do it. You need to talk to someone about getting on medication or changing your medication. Meds can help you feel better.

Lots of good ideas here. Talking to your doctor about this is always a good thing to do.

Making a plan, especially the to-do list sounds really productive.

I feel this way all the time. I'm alone almost every day. I go weeks without talking to other people. I feel completely invisible and uncared for. I'm afraid to die because I'm afraid of God's punishment but it's hell on earth to be so lonely all the time. I don't want the family I do have to hurt if I ever do get the nerve to end it but I am so tired of not living. Sometimes it hits so hard, I just cry all day. But it's like the tree in the forest. No one sees or hears because I'm not a part of the living. It's a horrible way to exist.

I use to feel that way all the time ..for years and years ..I let it go to far .....and ended up in the hospital .....ware they had to give me ECT to get me back .........don't let it get that far ...go see your doctor ....a phicitrist is better to diginost you ....my opinion ............meds ...take time to get it right but make a big diferance .....I would not be here now with out meds .....and now after over 50 years I finaly know what it is to not feel depressed .........take very good care of your self ..God bless

I hope me just saying I understand can help you to feel better...

The right meds can make a huge difference. For some people it is life changing. Being suicidal even on you good days to me sounds like you really aren't having good days, but rather that you are just getting by. Keep posting---the support will make a difference.

Today is TUESDAY 26.JULY.2016...and I still WANT TO DIE...

Just not today...again.

I am extremely ANXIOUS...for no real reason at all...Last night, when I was trying to go to sleep...I ended up having a PANIC ATTACK (and No, my husband did not wake up)...

Today, I feel like like I am going crazy...I can not quiet my mind enough to focus...and I am having anxiety attacks ALL BY MYSELF...I feel like I am going crazy...I really do...and it doesn't help that I can't do the things I want to do or need to do...

Even my beloved kitty cat is driving crazy...She keeps walking between my legs and meowing loudly...and making me more anxious...which really makes me feel like I am going crazy because she's just a little kitty cat...and I LOVE HER!!!!!!

OH GOD!...I just want this all to end...and I WANT TO DIE...just not today.

the joys of depreshion and angizity ......are you on meds ...for ...both of these ....I am just woundering .....I am on meds for both .......they are diferant and you need diferant meds to treat ...angizity than depreshion .......I always called it not wanting to be here .....because I dident want to be dead just wanted out of all the pain .....of depreshion ..............I am now doing good ..and for the first time know what it feels like to feel not depressed .....in my life .......so .never give up hope ...........I am on meds for my depreshion and angizity ......I still have some problem with angizity but no attacks ...I just get tired ....go for a nap ....or need to relax ......know my boundaries ......I keep you in my prayers .....I am on four meds ......but that is what it took to get me here ...God bless

I’m sorry you’re having such terrible days. Is your husband aware of your situation? I hope you’re taking your medication regularly. If not, please see your doctor ASAP. Sending you lots of love and hugs. Please take care of yourself, okay?