101swoop101
Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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I'm doing great. I am living well. I am only on here because I did have a slight low moment. None of my bad moments are so bad that I need to get on here, and I have learned to cope with some...
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I have my bachelor's of science in music. I'm accepted into SCAD Atlanta. All I need is money for financial aid, and I golden!
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I love my boyfriend so much. Thinking about him hurting me terrifies me. The thought of him lying (which is possible with anyone), cheating, being abusive...it all terrifies me. I don't want it to be...
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I feel empty. The night I broke up with my boyfriend, we got back together. I fell in love with him. I loved him so much. But he pulled away some. We were working on it, and things were getting...
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I feel soI blessed to be in the relationship that I am. After everything, to have the man of my dreams telling me he is in love with me is something I prayed for, dreamed about, wanted so badly, but...
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Why is he in Philly!?. This is the time I need to be able to see him and talk to him. I need to be able to be open with him and have hard conversations with him...but he's in Philly. Part of me...
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My biggest fear right now is that he will turn out to be another bad guy. He is so good to me...I've literally never had this before, except with my ex, who was good to me up until I became his...
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So...there's a chance that my ex wasn't emotionally abusive only for the 2 years we were together, but for the whole 7 years from after we started dating up until I finally got over him. No wonder...
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I'm scared. I trust my boyfriend, but I'm scared of getting hurt again. I'm always questioning everything, and now that he's in Philly and I'm here in Georgia, I'm even more worried...and I can't...
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So I made a dating profile...this time it wasn't just for fun, although it was out of boredom, lol! There 's a guy I met...he was the 2nd guy I met on that site. He has some faults, but he somehow...
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I didn't want to take an online class....I didn't think I would pass.....and on top of that, I ended up being put in a class that I didn't want to take......and now it looks like everything I got...
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I'm a bit emotional. I want to be skinny so bad! I am sick and tired of looking the way I look! I am almost at a normal weight, and I'm sure if I would just start working out, I would get there...
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I'm doing so much better! I look at my past posts, think of all the pain I was in, and I think of how close to literally breaking down I was....and then I look at myself now.....I am soooooooo much...
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I miss my ex...I wish I didn't have to be alone.
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A part of me wants to be in an abusive relationship. A part of me sometimes still feels that's all I'm worth. I feel like hurting myself. I hate how I look, and I hate how I lost control and let...
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