I feel soI blessed to be in the relationship that I am. After everything, to have the man of my dreams telling me he is in love with me is something I prayed for, dreamed about, wanted so badly, but was ready for the possibility of it never happening. A month ago, I was becoming more and more ready for a life alone. Now, I can't imagine him or me with anyone else! It's hard with him being away, but somehow we'll get through this. I love my man, and although I'm still learning how to love healthily, I grow more and more confident everyday. Even though my past was a bit of hell, I am thankful that I didn't end up with anyone else, otherwise I wouldn't have gotten to experience being with such a great, strong, responsible, hard working, understanding, considerate, mature (and everything else I wanted) man that loves me so much, wants to take care of me, and treats me with respect, kindness, and love. I wanted a relationship like this, and it took me going through hell a couple of times or more to finally get it :D 
I am actually in a healthy relationship...wow...I actually, finally ended up with a really good man...I am feeling so blessed right now! I really do love him :)