101swoop101
Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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It's weird......last night/this morning...I went back and started reading my journals from the very 1st entry that was posted..............I didn't read them all, but it was so sad....and I can see a...
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When will it be my turn to be happy? Yes, things are great now, but I'm lonely. Most of the time my loneliness is subconscious. Most of my feelings are subconscious. I push them away. I don't want...
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I just want to note (maybe this should've been the journal I wrote to update my goal, but anyway...) I did VERY well last semester. I wasn't my best, but I did manage to make the dean's list. I...
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Because I obviously can't update a goal without writing a journal, I am writing this :)
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I just realized that stress makes life difficult for me. I get anxious, sick, and sometimes depression comes back when I'm stressing out. I have swallowing problems, and they happen more often when...
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I wish I were in love. I wish I felt beautiful. I wish my dream guy was real. I wish my dream guy liked me. I wish guys found me more attractive. I wish guys would try to talk to me more. I wish I...
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How much of who I am is control? How much is fear? How much is shyness? How much is disinterest? I need to know these things.....I can't bury who I am and just "live life" (whatever happens,...
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I may have wrote about this guy before............I like him. I found out I'm older than him, which made me try to stop liking him. I soon found out that MANY other girls like him, which makes me...
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I don't hide on purpose....it's just never the right time to talk about it. When opportunities come up, there is always something blocking the way. Sometimes I can't even look people in the eye,...
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I don't hide on purpose....it's just never the right time to talk about it. When opportunities come up, there is always something blocking the way. Sometimes I can't even look people in the eye,...
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I don't hide on purpose....it's just never the right time to talk about it. When opportunities come up, there is always something blocking the way. Sometimes I can't even look people in the eye,...
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My music is beautiful because of the ugliness of the world I have lived in. My art is deep and moving because of all the tears I have cried for so long.My smile is a reflection of the life I can...
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Why doesn't anyone like me? If I am so attractive, then why haven't I had a boyfriend in over 2....almost 3 years? And the guy that I did have...if I am "wife material" why would you not want to be...
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Why doesn't anyone like me? If I am so attractive, then why haven't I had a boyfriend in over 2....almost 3 years? And the guy that I did have...if I am "wife material" why would you not want to be...
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I never wanted to be like this. If I had a choice, I would have never chosen to become the monster that I am. Though I can mostly control the thirst, I sometimes still fall victim to its...
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