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Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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Now I think I'm depressed. Or fighting to suppress the depression. Either way, I don't feel good. I wish I could throw up everything. Not because of Ana, but just because I would feel better...but I...
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I'm usually ok. Life doesn't go the way we want it. That's reality. But sometimes, I just wish things would go the way I want, you know? I wish I could be a little selfish. I wish I wasn't so...
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So...I have friends. They don't know what all I've been through. But they are my friends. And I am completely over my ex now. I am determined that the next guy, and ever guy after that if he isn't...
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I don't want to eat. I want to restrict a little. I wish restricting here and there didn't put your body into starvation mode :( It's not fair. Why do I have to keep eating when I don't feel like...
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It's September. I usually don't even try to think about it. But it's September. I hope I don't get upset or anything this year. Some years I do good, sometimes I do get a little down.....but oddly,...
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I'm good. I ended up thinking about the "R" word yesterday. I was able to go out with friends, play with a stray cat, and play volleyball, so I was good most of yesterday and am not depressed...but I...
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I'm doing good :) I talked about some "R" word stuff today in counseling. We are starting to scratch the surface, and I survived it :) It wasn't bad at all. I know it will get more intense, but even...
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I was too angry to even eat today. I actually do want to restrict, but I am choosing not to. I am choosing to continue being as healthy as I can manage to be. Maybe I don't always eat enough, but I...
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I am so annoyed with people right now. I wish I didn't have to really associate with anyone at all. The people I thought were friends, are inconsiderate and think they are superior to others. They...
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I'm doing pretty good :) I tried to go to the discussion page today though....I like to read the posts every so often and see if I could help somebody...but this time, I saw 1 or 2 posts that look...
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I'm doing really good :) I'm still healthy: socially, mentally, physically (getting there), emotionally, academically...my life and who I am overall, is good :)
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How to be HappyIf you have hurt like I have,you would lose faith in love.If you have loved like I have,you would lose faith in hope.If you have hoped as I have,you would lose faith in life...nothing...
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I let my ex go. I told him to not talk to me unless he was single and wanted to give us another chance (that was like yesterday morning or the morning before)...and then this evening, I texted him...
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I remember when you sent me an audio message for my birthday. You sang for me a little and played be encouraged...and I almost started crying. The only reason I didn't is because Amber and Adrian was...
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Every time I try to open up, they leave me. People stay around a little longer when I don't trust them at all, and expect them to leave. And the only person I have ever completely opened up to left...
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