101swoop101
Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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I feel........weird. I'm kinda ok, but I know I'm not healthy. Eating=fat. I know. That's what happened to me. Now I'm losing, and I want to keep losing and keep losing...when I get to my ideal size,...
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I ABSOLUTELY WILL NOT EAT OVER 1000 CALS! ABSOLUTELY NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :
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It's been hard, but I'm better. I am going to let go of Lionel. I love him, but being stuck on him hurts. He doesn't want me. If he is my husband, then God will bring us together. I trust that. I...
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Love is bullshit. I hate that I ever let myself become vulnerable enough to actually fall in love. I'm never doing that shit again! EVER! I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH! IT HURTS TOO BAD! IT HURTS TOO...
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Love is bullshit. I hate that I ever let myself become vulnerable enough to actually fall in love. I'm never doing that shit again! EVER! I HATE IT SO FUCKING MUCH! IT HURTS TOO BAD! IT HURTS TOO...
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I really wish he would come back to me. Why was I so stupid to actually fall in love as hard as I did? I was a fucking idiot! But I'm not falling in love ever again. Fuck love. I hate that fucking...
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I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT SHIT ANYMORE
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I miss my ex. Wed night/Thu morning, I sent a fb message saying I would respond to his messages and answer his calls, but other than that, I would stop talking to him. I would stop saying good...
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So yesterday (last night), my roommate was like "what are you in a support group for", when I was talking about dailystrength, and in my head, I was like "rape" but out my mouth, came out "stuff."...
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I didn't talk about the shame from the rape....but I did talk about eating disorders....and my ex. I have so much more I need to talk about, but I only have 50 minutes-an hour at most. And I go once...
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I feel down. I'm sad, I think. I think I'm depressed. I don't want to do anything. I'm ready for school to be over. My ex, I realized today, is a huge trigger for me. He is the biggest proof that I...
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I don't want to do anything right now. I wish I could just be alone for a while.
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I am binging today. Unfortunately, I am binging...Idk why I starve and binge all the freaking time! I want to stay in control, but I lose it from time to time......it sucks! I hope I can keep...
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Love is great and it is so powerful and fulfilling until it isn't. I've had a pretty hard past, and gave up on love...then I made a connection with someone. I was afraid, but I gave it a chance....
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I was so fucking humiliated...I was assaulted, and even though I resisted and said no, when he started fingering me (when he rubbed my clit), I actually started moaning and shit all loud. And that's...
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