101swoop101
Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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I've been feeling so good since I started exercising! :D Oh my goodness, lol! It's so great :) I'm not where I w ant to be yet, but I'm feeling more and more healthier, and it's making me feel so...
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Been doing stretches every morning on my bed. When I get a yoga mat, I will start doing real yoga :) I feel better most days. Most aches, pains, and tension stay gone throughout the day :) I'm...
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I watched a video on youtube about "Shit People Say To Rape Victims." It was a kind of reenactment of all of the ways people react to a person that has gotten raped.......I experienced some of them,...
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I feel bad. I don't know why, but I do. I'm probably going to have a bad dream...I want to have a good dream, but Idk if I can hold on to a good one, and I'm not all that tired either...so I will...
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I stopped talking to my ex...I did good not to talk to him for 4 days. I felt like a hoe, talking to him and sexting him so much. He doesn't give a shit about me anyway, so I decided to not care. I...
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I figured out why everything is so hard. I'm not supposed to love. I tried, and that's why I am so broken now.
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Why do I care so much about him? I think I'm gonna really work on letting go. Yes, I want to stay in God's will, but does God really want me with someone that has broken my heart so badly, obviously...
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I'm stressed. I need a break. I don't have anyone to help me...my support system is flawed. One of the biggest stressors in my life is my heart. On top of everything that has happened in my life,...
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I wonder what life would be like if Biggy (my grandmama) didn't die when she did.My mama and dad had 4 pregnancies together. Before me, she had a boy and a set of twins (boy and girl), then she had...
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It is too hard to go on.........right now, I feel so shaky. Life is too unfair. I don't even see how I can get out of this. I am so overwhelmed right now by everything! I'm tired of being alone, but...
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I just want to go back to bed :( I'm tired of today already. I feel sick, and I'm getting emotional. I didn't care when I was in counseling, but once I got out, the more I thought about going to...
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I have trouble with porn and masturbation. Every since I was first sexually assaulted, I started masturbating, and every since my first semester in college, I started watching porn. I hate it and...
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I was doing good not eating today....I only had 2 pieces of gum........then I started craving soda........I've drank a little over half a can, but I'm gonna take another gulp and pour the rest down...
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I put on my petite 16 today! They've always been so hard to put on and so tight. They still squeeze my tummy a little in the front, but there's a small gap in the back! They were so easy to put on...
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I obsess a lot. I wonder will I be able to stay in control better if I stop obsessing? Or obsess over just one thing? I thought I was ready to be better..........but Idk. I just want to be skinny. I...
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