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Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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Something told me not to check his facebook.....but I did. He tried to call one time since I stopped talking to him and deleted his friend request. I gave up on him and it seems like this time, he...
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Feeling good.....and feeling some kind of way (not good...almost sad)...I just got out of my therapy session. We are getting into the deep stuff. I actually talked about the rape and started going...
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So I literally just wrote a journal like an hour ago, saved it, came to school, played on the drumset a little bit, listened to music, and when I went to go and check to see if I wanted to edit my...
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I'm really trying my best through...everything.My roommate is pregnant. I feel some kind of way. I'm happy for her, I hope she isn't hurting or scared. She has so much support. But my emotions are a...
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TeamDS's Journal Affirmation for March 6, 2014: Playing My Part Thursday, March 6, 2014I think of life itself now as a wonderful play that I've written for myself, and so my purpose is to have...
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What am I doing here? How did my life become like this? I'm struggling to see the point of me.I thought I knew who I was supposed to be,but now,I feel my fire has burned out,or will soon...I'm...
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I watched Madea's Christamas. It made me remenence about who I could've been...I started thinking about my past, who I am now, and who I wished I was...and now I feel like crap.
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I am sooooooo tired, all the time! Or at least most of the time. Is it possible to have insomnia that comes and goes? My roommate asked me if I had insomnia, and for a long time, sleeplessness for me...
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So next week's counseling session, I'm gonna work on trying to see what's the real me and what's the fake me. Talk therapy is really good for me. This is my 3rd semester going. The only thing I don't...
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This has been a very exhausting week! I am so tired! I went to sleep yesterday around 6. I woke up and stayed up for about 2 hours, but I couldn't take it anymore and went back to sleep. I tried to...
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I'm sick :< It's been about 10 days now. I am so ready to go home. I want to be able to sleep whenever I want to and have no responsibilities for a good week....but I have to wait for that day to...
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Life sucks. I'm tired and ready to give up......but I can't. I'm too close to a better life...too close to a real "happy ever after," to give up. I feel my life getting better.......I feel a bit...
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Life sucks. IT's good and getting better......but at the same time, it sucks. I'm tired of working hard......but even if life started treating me kinder, there is still the emotional stuff I have to...
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I'm not doing good anymore. I'm holding back the depression and tears, but I want to cry. I cant cry though, so...............I wish I could disappear and be by myself with this song on repeat (I'm...
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Every time things get good, I start to feel it coming back....it's hard living without the symptoms of depression coming back. Even now, I'm doing good, but I can feel the depression trying to seep...
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