101swoop101
Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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Im tired. I want to go back to sleep....but I have a midterm recital today :< I dont feel like singing [sigh] :0 Life sucks. Plus my arm hurts.........sometimes I wonder if my stiffness and pain is...
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I feel sad. I feel left behind and almost fogotten........but I'm ok :) I know it's just the depression trying to come out.
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I'm depressed. I'm lonely. I feel worthless. I feel ugly. I'm angry and want it all to end...but I have to keep living everyday. I wish I could go back to how I was before. At least look the way I...
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I want all my memories to disappear. I want to remember only basic things like, who my family is, how to do math, how to walk, eat, talk, etc. I want to forget every bond and experience I have ever...
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He's dead. I'll never get an apology, a reason why he did all those things to me, a chance to see him change for the better, a chance to show him the person I will become in spite of him, the chance...
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Do I need counseling? I'm doing better, but should I continue this semester, especially since I only had 1 semester of counseling.........our counselors are interns...they are good, but they change...
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I just realized today that I don't want to fall in love. It's crazy, but I'm desperately craving a relationship, and yet, I'm desperately avoiding every opportunity....I get annoyed when guys speak...
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So irritated. I couldn't wake up this morning, so I didn't get a lot a practice and couldn't study at all this morning. Then I left my book at home, so I couldn't go to my first class. So I practiced...
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I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm trying not to think about it, but I start counseling TOMORROW! Like at 9 in the morning! I chose to do a 30 minute session.....but I'm...
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I need to count cals..........I want to eat, but as little cals as possible......also, I need to stay away from carbs as much as possible...........I am more regular, thank goodness! I'm eating more...
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Why am I so achy most of the time? Something is always hurting. I rarely have a whole day where I don't feel any aches at all. My foot has been giving me issues for a while...I'm getting it checked...
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Why do I have to be alone? It's not what I really want. Yes life is scary, but being alone hurts. How much do I have to keep pushing? When will it get easier? Why do I have to try so hard all the...
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I'm starting to feel crappy.....really, I'm in between "ok" and "bad" (referring to moods). I had a dream last week that I started selling myself. I met one of the guys I started talking to when I...
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Going to bed...but right now, I feel like staying in my own little world....safe in my own little bubble......it hurts really bad sometimes to be alone.....but even still, it feels safe. I don't want...
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I have decided to be my best! No matter what, I will keep trying to be my best! At least that's what I tell my self. There is a part of me that knows that realistically, I d o have a genuinely good...
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