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Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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What's so bad about anorexia anyway? Who cares if I don't eat enough. Who cares if I restrict? it saves on money and I'll lose weight. Who cares. I'm still eating even if I restrict. I'm actually...
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If it's not one thing, it's another. I didn't even realize that my ED was trying to slip it's way back into my life! Dude, go away ED! LOL! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! I should've known when I decided to try...
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The rational thing to do would to not care at all. To just not love. If a guy wants to date, ok. It's not for love that we'd be together. I can feel good, and he can too. The only thing is, how do I...
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I forgave my ex. He's completely out of my life now...unless I'm preggo - which I doubt that I am. I'm getting better, but I sometimes miss him and what we had. And I think about how he's moved on,...
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The person I can be with, I can't be with. The only person I really kissed, held, messed around with and stuff since my ex, was my ex...but he was and is still with his girlfriend...and he swears he...
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So why is it that everyone I know can talk about stuff that happened to them, but I can't? Just wondering.
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I'm sad. I was doing good not talking to my ex. I'm over him. But he kept reaching out to him, and before I knew it, I was reminiscing about old times with friends and crap, and I started missing...
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Last session was a possible trigger...I haven't felt "normal" (or rather, my normal mood) since. I was nervous afterwards too...but since I tend to push away negative or overwhelming feelings, I...
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I've had some intrusive thoughts this week, along with my low moments. I know I'm gonna dream tonight too. I've been thinking mostly about abusive relationships. I'm cool now, but I do wonder if it's...
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I've wanted to open up more for so long now.....but the more I do, the more emotions I feel, and the scarier it is to keep it up...but I want to be open...........
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Today is bad. I noticed I was nervous/anxious after my counseling session. I got some coffee and was ok. I laughed and had fun, but underneath it all, I am sad. Now, I wish I could cry. Something in...
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I'm sad today. I was talking to God about how it's a man's world.....they get everything, take anything, and still have choices and options in love, despite however many people have been broken...
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So.........I think I'm doing good in counseling. IT's weird talking about things I've never talked about before or haven't talked about for a long time. It's really weird. But I can see that it's...
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*Thinking/dreaming about violence (intrusive thoughts)*Researching trauma over and over*Analyzing situations and "possible" situations and what I can/should/would probably do if it happens*Preparing...
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I have to be in control of every single part of me. The grip is so tight....it hurts...........I really desperately desire to let go, and I'm trying to...but it's so hard. I'm stuck in this bubble of...
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