I am so much better now!

I'm doing so much better! I look at my past posts, think of all the pain I was in, and I think of how close to literally breaking down I was....and then I look at myself now.....I am soooooooo much better! It took YEARS! Years, heartaches, walking away from people, counseling, church, prayer, reaching out, journaling, volunteering, and so much more, to get me to where I am now....and it's almost a miracle to see me where I am now. I couldn't imagine living past 25, and now I am 26, love life, have dreams, have hope, and so much more! I do still have problems, and I do still hurts sometimes, but mostly, I am so inspired by how far I've come, that I really can't complain! I can not complain, and it inspires me to keep getting better. I am so hopeful now, and that is so exciting. Things that once terrified me, excites me now! I am sooooo happy and thankful to be better, and I will not stop here! I am going to keep pushing and keep improving until I reach the BEST me I am able to be :D