Trust

I love my boyfriend so much. Thinking about him hurting me terrifies me. The thought of him lying (which is possible with anyone), cheating, being abusive...it all terrifies me. I don't want it to be even remotely possible for him to do me wrong. When I'm with him, I feel loved, safe, whole...I think I've found my soul mate. All I want is a good life with him - living my dreams, while supporting his. I love him so much! He really makes me a better person. Giving him a chance was the best thing I've ever done! Not giving up on love was the best gift I could have ever given myself! It makes all the other guys right for ruining what could've been. I thank all the guys from my past! I really hope this man is and stays true, honest, loyal, good, and the one for me. I hope he protects me, loves me, cherish me, honors me, and such for the rest of my life! 
Trusting is terrifying...but somehow it makes complete sense to trust him. I love him. I love him so much.