It will be two years since i lost my Brad and I am finding out more and more about his secret life everyday.I am in a very bad depression and i feel so low.I feel like everyone has abandoned me.Suicide is a big taboo.Yet there are books,movies and talk shows about it.They gloriify ing.However,suicide is not to be glorifed.The survivors like myself are finding it very hard to understand and wonder what we did wrong.We are finding out that people simply do not understand.We are finding out that we are the victims of vile gossip.The whispers.The lies.This is the betrayal of the worst kind.And there isnt anything I can do about it.Why one of my best friends turned on me I dont know.I am not famous.I do not have a lot of money and i like certain things that she does not.But Gina Lied and her lies have caused me to remember how good the friendship was and I won der why she did this.And the truth is this.In times of real crisis we find out who our friends are and we must deal with it.And I am still in mourning over the death of Brad and i will never get over it.The trauma of it is just too mcu.I am trying to rebuild my life without Brad and I am finding it very hard.But a friend like Gina did the betrayal of the worst kind and I will never forgive her and this hurts more then Brads death.How many of you have been betrayed or the victim of lies that were not true?
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