krndNewark

Well I am/was mad most of the weekend. I'm Smh as I write this because I was mad at one person and took it out on everyone else, although they don't know it, but Im not talking to them. I blocked...

I am writing this because I remembered the other part of my dream...It was about dolphins, when I went to call Mommy to ask why she was turning around, I or someone else was in a pool with a dolphin...

Okay so since I'm out of school and finding time for everything else... I should record my thoughts. So I feel angry lately, idk why, I feel like I just hate everything and everyone gets on my...

Well, well, well, is all I can say...I'm full of shit and I'm keeping it real. I saying this because I wanted to go to the gym and I "lazyed" out, or whatever. I preferred after the 1 1/2 hour...

Well, this is a 1st, I'm on here @ work.  I'm at work & I feel like shit. I've already cried... I feel like the world is happening and I am not doing anything. Therapy yesterday was a mess. I...

I wanted to write on here every night, but that is unrealistic however not hard to do because I do not do much at home. Anyway...I am feeling good and I want to write about that. I do have bouts of...

I needed to update my journal of the "good" things that is happening in my life. Well, well I am seeing a Dr., a psychologist his name is Dr. N( for here) and he is okay. He is a little kooky, but...

This is definitely rambling because I am not sure what else to call it, maybe venting too. First, I feel like if I cry I won't be able to stop, Second I am sad and lonely a horrible combo. I Smh...

rambling, sad, anxious and more.... I want to express my feeling some place safe again. My cousin 47 years old died on June 30th, 2015. He was sick and his body could not take anymore. All of this I...

Well I'm miserable and I think that I should stay this way. Idk. Im drunk trying to type my words. This is stupid!Anyway I just hate EVERYTHING. I need help. I need Jesus I need meds, I need to find...

ok, so I decided to write b cuz Im upset about today and more.1. I have a Hv-1 rash on my lips from my Ex penis..2. I miss my Mother around this time of the year the most, why do I notice everyone...

Okay the other day I wrote my heart on this thing and it didn't save. So I will keep this shortI feel that I am somewhat destine to be alone(no husband) and I think that others like me at this status...

I just want to update my journal with a dream I had last night, was about a blue on the top and white on the bottom snake or anaconda. It was huge and it was spotted by me until it came into the...

Well today is not better than yesterday and I don't want to complain but I don't want to hold my feelings inside of my brain. They would take up too much space, time and energy.  Let's start with I...

This is rambling and expressing myself in a forum that is not judgemental.. technology is lovelyI am extremely lonely, I am almost 40 years olds (soon) and I am all alone!! (sad) I want to be with...