krndNewark

Well where do I start? I have a job and I like it so far. It's a temp job @ J&J in Raitian on 202 North. Which is too close to my old job , but work is work. Right? I feel okay. Some days I can't...

I think that I'm depressed and is trying to cover it up with other shit. I have tried prayers , meds and positive thinking. I still feel the same and I know that it will take a while before all that...

I'm thinking about writing a book. I have lived a life of at least 3 people. I think it would be a good read. Plus all the stuff my friends go through I would have best seller. I don't have much to...

first and for most I had sex with my ex again. And the 1st time I went to his apt and a girl came by. I found the entire episode funny. Then the next night he came by because we couldn't finish the...

DS I must vent to you and God cuz you won't judge me. My BF is in a very bad situation.  I want to be supportive but I find myself not caring about some of the things she cares about at this moment....

Today also my BF of 20+ yrs was involved in DV with her husband of 8+ years. and my heart goes to her. I was very much involved in DV w/ my husband over 14yrs and it's not a nice feeling. your self...

I thank God that I can come on here and be happy or alright. It has been too long, I will try to come on here at least once a month. I do have a diary also.  Well where to begin. From the good and...

Well I need to come on here more but any way something happen today that made me want to write. A long time friend called me to discuss why we are not talking anymore. To sum up why - I lost my job...

Well I haven't been on DS in a while. I'm still on my meds and taking them faithly.  I'm not sure if I notice the any changes yet. I'm still not working but still looking. I must stay positive bcuz...

Well it's been a while but I'm finally back on meds. I started Wednesday May 13th,2009 and nothing yet. I don't feel the effects, but I know that they will kick in soon enough. I knew that I needed...

No I need to be back on meds and see a Pdoc. I need to get my mind back on track. I'm all over the place. I stop smoking and that's killin me and I think that I have enough on my plate. I'm still...

I'm trying to stay positive. I'm looking for work. I'm on this computer everyday,except when I'm not.LOLOLOl!!!! Got laugh away the stress, can't cry and laugh at the same time. I know that I will...

I finally got out of the bed. Yeah I've been in the bed for a while. I'm tired and tired. I have no energy. I made myself move and shower today. I have to look for work and clean. Really don't want...

I am PMSing real bad. I don't feel like writing this but its good to let  it out. YEAH RIGHT!!! I feel like I'm fighting myself internally. I can cry any minute now.  I feel worn down and defeated...

A new day and new  stuff to do. I go to "work ", on the computer every day til noon, then I'm free and relaxed to do whatever else there is to do. I don't feel so down about not having a job when I...