krndNewark

The only friend that I have, my BF, I went off on today. I did not mean to but she calls and ask the same stupid question everyday. " hey, what's up?" And the answer is still the same, " nothing" I...

I am mad as hell and I need to scream until I bleed!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am all over the place emotionally. I am tired, this thing called life is tiring. I am at my wits in with everything. I can not...

Well, it's been a while since I wrote on here. My grandmother died November 17th, 2010. And that added more stress and depression to my life. My oldest son is an asshole and he knows it. I do not...

Well, it's been a while since I wrote on here. My grandmother died November 17th, 2010. And that added more stress and depression to my life. My oldest son is an asshole and he knows it. I do not...

I'm not in a very good mood and don't want to be bothered. I'm depressed and anixous all the time and now to top it off, I applied for college and Kasiah came back home.I not in the mood for him and...

Well I fucked up but I know that I didn't. I was not in a good mood which has been for the last few days. I've been alone for awhile and I don't know why I even answer the phone anymore. I get...

Well It's been too long time I've been very busy doing NOTHING! I have soo much on mymind that it would take too long to write it all.So I guess I'll start with the most recent and that's how I feel/...

I hope that anyone that reads any of my journals think that I'm an angel!!!! But my Ex-Husband is a monster. He still verbally abuses me and trys/ does get under my skin. He knows how to take my joy...

I have to ask myself is BP the root to all evil? I'm a woman, mother, divorcee, wife,worker,friend ,sister,daughter,tutor,accountant,chef,maid and still trying to be myself. And have my own idenity....

well I did it again I let my medication run out, My herpes meds. And I got an outbreak to kill. I can barely sit and I'm annoyed. I called in the prescription on Friday and they don't have any until...

All is well in Hell LOL!! ( and i thought of that myself) U gotta laugh or u'll cry. I'm doing much better @ wrk. and My mean trainer is much better than b4. Have you ever met some one & you thought...

Yesterday my trainer started being nice to me at the end of my day.WOW!!!!  And now he's being extra careful with his choice of words! and why bcuz' I tlod him that I need time &patience and not the...

Well I have a new job@ J&J. this is a big company and it's everythiing any one can ask for but my trainer is really mean and nasty toward me. 1st of all he didn't want to train me and made that very...

I only marked bad because I got cramps. Why do i bother to complain about something I've been getting since I was 11years old?  IDK but I do and it doesn't make the pain go away!!!! I'm at work and...

It is frustrating to start a new job and everyone that trains you treat you like an idiot. I needed a job, but not this BS!! I must hand in there for the love of my family but some days like today I...