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Okay so since I'm out of school and finding time for everything else... I should record my thoughts.
So I feel angry lately, idk why, I feel like I just hate everything and everyone gets on my nerves. Idk why, really. Sometimes its simple stuff or nothing at all.
Also, I had a horrible dream or just a dream about mommy last night that Im making to be bad. The last time I had a dream about mommy Termite died, but I didn't know what it was about at the time. Any way, we were somewhere and we were waiting for her to show up before we started whatever. She was driving down with Auntie and Tony, but she decided to back to NJ, from NC to take out the trash. Someone called and asked her and I said, Sarah isn't bad luck to turn around, Mommy is not going back, she knows better. And Sarah to me to call her and talk her into not turning around, but before I cud call, I said asked who was in her car and why would she turn around and someone said Auntie, and I said she is so Aggy, Ms. Aggravating. I never got a chance to make the call, because something scared me out of the dream and I cannot remember what it or who it was.
Now I'm worried!! I tried all day to figure out what woke me up, I think I dreamt about dolphins and water but I'm not sure.
And I'm okay, because I can cry at any minute.
Also, I've been on POF and I met my Best friend fake brother, and he and I are really kicking' it as much as we can with the circumstances. It is nice to "come home" to someone!! that makes me smile.
So I feel angry lately, idk why, I feel like I just hate everything and everyone gets on my nerves. Idk why, really. Sometimes its simple stuff or nothing at all.
Also, I had a horrible dream or just a dream about mommy last night that Im making to be bad. The last time I had a dream about mommy Termite died, but I didn't know what it was about at the time. Any way, we were somewhere and we were waiting for her to show up before we started whatever. She was driving down with Auntie and Tony, but she decided to back to NJ, from NC to take out the trash. Someone called and asked her and I said, Sarah isn't bad luck to turn around, Mommy is not going back, she knows better. And Sarah to me to call her and talk her into not turning around, but before I cud call, I said asked who was in her car and why would she turn around and someone said Auntie, and I said she is so Aggy, Ms. Aggravating. I never got a chance to make the call, because something scared me out of the dream and I cannot remember what it or who it was.
Now I'm worried!! I tried all day to figure out what woke me up, I think I dreamt about dolphins and water but I'm not sure.
And I'm okay, because I can cry at any minute.
Also, I've been on POF and I met my Best friend fake brother, and he and I are really kicking' it as much as we can with the circumstances. It is nice to "come home" to someone!! that makes me smile.
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